A Day in the life of Brown

   I'm a true Aquarius....

Fluctuate

I fluctuate between wanting to make contact to maintaining my silence… acknowledging that the latter is what got me (partially) in this situation. I know I played a role in how things have turned out, I can’t just point my finger at him….

— 12 hours ago
My Moving on Process

Moving on Process

Obsess about him, us.
Talk to my bestie about it for insight and mutual dogging out..
Listen to music that mirrors how I feel.
Acceptance
Hope
Back to normal

This process can take from four to 30 days, depending on how intense the relationship was, however it can’t begin until all communications have stopped. Day one was Labor Day… Let the healing begin.

— 13 hours ago
The long holiday weekend is coming to an end. My mind is already on tomorrow and I really don’t like to do that… I try to be in the moment, because tomorrow is not promised, however I can’t seem to stay right here because I feel very uneasy in this moment and I know tomorrow and then the next day and on and on will get me closer to feeling easy and back in my peaceful space… for right now my feelings are all over the place and this is that shit I don’t like…

The long holiday weekend is coming to an end. My mind is already on tomorrow and I really don’t like to do that… I try to be in the moment, because tomorrow is not promised, however I can’t seem to stay right here because I feel very uneasy in this moment and I know tomorrow and then the next day and on and on will get me closer to feeling easy and back in my peaceful space… for right now my feelings are all over the place and this is that shit I don’t like…

— 22 hours ago

There’s been a shift and I am not blameless. I wish I could talk to him. I wish that I could rewind the clock and do it right. Instead of testing someone, why not allow oneself to be vulnerable?

Right now I miss him so much.
At this time last week I was in his grasp and he was in mine… and somehow we’ve messed it up.

Can we get it back??

— 2 days ago
My baby girl surprised me with breakfast in bed.

My baby girl surprised me with breakfast in bed.

— 3 days ago with 1 note
"And I know that loving you don’t make no sense, I guess that’s why I like it"
Res - Ice King
— 4 days ago with 1 note
"Are we forever haunted by the spirits of relationships past?"
Carrie Bradshaw (via whatwouldcarriesay)

(via whatwouldcarriesay)

— 4 days ago with 106 notes

Somebodies watching meeeee....

CW 1:07 PM
Did i see you downstairs....
Me 1:07 PM
idk, did you? lol
CW 1:07 PM
with a MAN??!!
ME 1:07 PM
i was in the cafe
lol
my bestie, he's like my twin brother... ewwww
CW 1:08 PM
Lemme guess. your brother
lol
ME 1:08 PM
good guess
lol
CW 1:08 PM
NOT that I was watching, but you didn't give off the romantic vibe, but I didn't interrupt you...just in case.
lol
ME 1:09 PM
you could have. i didn't see you
he's married and loves to spill his guts while i listen... lol
CW 1:09 PM
ah, I see.
you had your back to me.
Was that who you were with that time I saw you in the mall?
ME 1:10 PM
Oh no, that was michael... he was a potential, but did not make the cut...lol
CW 1:10 PM
ah, ok. Well good then because you need a cut above.
ME 1:11 PM
thank you... it's slim picking out here
CW 1:11 PM
Yeah, we've had this conversation and I agree
ME 1:11 PM
i know so send me good vibes please...
CW 1:11 PM
coming your way now. feel them?? bzzz bzzzzz
ME 1:13 PM
ahh yes... i'm going to bottle some for later, lol
CW 1:14 PM
Smile
— 6 days ago
Watch "Chris Brown feat. Usher & Rick Ross - New Flame (…" on YouTube →

Chris Brown feat. Usher & Rick Ross - New Flame (…:

** LOVE this!!! Especially Usher’s part.
I could watch him dance all night (wink).**

— 6 days ago with 1 note
One day… that will be me… dancing wildly, freely, happily… total abandonment… One day…

One day… that will be me… dancing wildly, freely, happily… total abandonment… One day…

(Source: oakfool, via jusbittersweet)

— 6 days ago with 5215 notes
"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light; I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night."
Sarah Williams (via rgmarshalljr)

(via jusbittersweet)

— 6 days ago with 62 notes
"If the truth shall kill them, let them die."
Immanuel Kant (via antonsokolov)

(Source: unusuallyintoxicated, via jusbittersweet)

— 6 days ago with 12629 notes
blvcknvy:

They made ​​fun of your name and you have changed your name.
They made ​​fun of your clothes and you changed clothes.
They made ​​fun of your hair and you have straightened your hair.
They made ​​fun of your skin and you bought skin brighteners. 
They made ​​fun of your languages ​​and you have adopted their own.
They made ​​fun of your religion and you have embraced theirs.
Who taught you to hate the texture of your hair?
Who taught you to hate the color of your skin? to the extent that you bleach to be like the white man.
Who taught you to hate the shape of your nose and the shape of your lips?
Who taught you to hate the top of your head to the soles of your feet?
Who taught you to hate your being? to hate the land of your ancestors, to hate the race you belong to, such a point that you do not want to be next to each other.
When will we realize? When will humanity?

blvcknvy:

They made ​​fun of your name and you have changed your name.

They made ​​fun of your clothes and you changed clothes.

They made ​​fun of your hair and you have straightened your hair.

They made ​​fun of your skin and you bought skin brighteners. 

They made ​​fun of your languages ​​and you have adopted their own.

They made ​​fun of your religion and you have embraced theirs.

Who taught you to hate the texture of your hair?

Who taught you to hate the color of your skin? to the extent that you bleach to be like the white man.

Who taught you to hate the shape of your nose and the shape of your lips?

Who taught you to hate the top of your head to the soles of your feet?

Who taught you to hate your being? to hate the land of your ancestors, to hate the race you belong to, such a point that you do not want to be next to each other.

When will we realize? When will humanity?

(via jusbittersweet)

— 6 days ago with 17829 notes

Bridal Bliss: Campus Crush


#Essence

— 6 days ago
The perfect beginning

From the moment he entered my world to the moment I left him at the airport terminal … those moments will forever be considered the perfect beginning aka chapter 1

— 6 days ago